So life has been busy like no other. I quit my YMCA job to work as a nanny. Considering Hubby is leaving next month. The army changed the date. So instead of september he's leaving in August. All in all, the nanny job is more personal, less stressful, and is helping a lot with finances and such. We'll be going home to Oregon at the end of this month...yaaaaay! Haha. Then I will be moving back home at least a month or so after he deploys.
That little fact is making my stomach turn. Why must he go? His orders read "should not exceed 455 days" so possibly 15 months?? This deployment is ALREADY an inconvience. I would love to keep my husband if you dont mind. But ey, the contract and the chioce is on him/us so who can complain? Being without him and moving back home right when I get comfy here is starting up my anxiety. Why do I feel this way? Its home after all. Where I lived for 18 years of my life. Where my friends and family are. Where my roots will always be. So why the fear of adjustment?....ahhh thats what it is after all. Fear of re adjusting right after I just got adjusted here then having to move back when he gets back. More moving and readjusting. Ugh I hope I can handle it mentally. Ha.
I'm gonna miss my husband. A lot. Like I'm gonna be aching when he leaves for days. *sigh* not looking forward to the emotional stress of it all. Not to mention all the things we STILL have to do here before he leaves. MAKE THE TIME STOP!!!!!!!
Well heres some pictures anyways. I'll write more, I promise. Hehe
Being dorks. As always <3
And heres My Busterrr
Well, TTFN =P
