Let the true journey begin....

Here I am thinking that I had at least a week left with my husband when I come to find out just yesterday that I have less than that.  *sigh* Welp.  What can you do?   I decided that I'd stay in Texas, in our lil home till he comes home.  Things might change but for now this is what I want to do lol.  I might be a lil crazy.  But it makes sense. We shall see!!  I mean, I rather keep my job and focus on furnishing  and decorating our home.  I've only been waiting to do this for almost a year!  Then college of course and staying in the loop of things here on base and sooo much more.  I beleive in my strength.  First deployment or not.

But on another note, we went to Oregon to visit family and friends for about 10 days. That was nice and relaxing. My anixety only acted up on the plane ride and the first 3 days in Oregon. Haha did I ever mention that I officially HATE plane rides?  Yea, I'm gonna avoid them as much as possible. If thats even possible in this life LOL.  Let me show you how green Oregon truly is:
                               

Gorgous right?  I literally forgot the visual image of my words when I told everybody just how green that state is.  We flew in and it was surreal.  The air was amazingly fresh.  God, how I missed that. But I know that I would come to hate that state as soon as winter hit. Lol rain rain go away!!

Then came the visiting of friends and family. May I mention something a little immature: Although we all have our own lifes and values; for a day it'd be nice for people to just SHUT UP and let loose. Stop over thinking and for the life of me...please just stop thinking about themselves for a day?  Okay, now that is said. the visiting was GREAT. I was so happy to see my family and hubby's. Meeting the new babies that we missed out on.  More pics please!!!

Me and my best friends daughter aka my beautiful niece!! She is now 7 months old. 

Hubby and his baby cousin who he just met and is now a year old and the cutest thing EVER!!

Then there was my baby brother whom I havent seen since he was about 2 months old and is now a year old. You miss so much with family when you move. Wish I would've taken a ton more pictures but silly me forgot our camera. Lol Although I dont want to miss anymore growth of people and their children..thier lifes. I gotta grow mine as well. It was really nice seeing family and friends. Although NOTHING has really changed. Not even a little bit besides the kiddos growing up.  I did. It was weird being home again. Things were the exact same but it didn't feel the same. I couldn't see myself living in my hometown. Or my hubby's hometown. Ever. But with that being said i did miss everyone and it was a great visit. 

I dont know to much about the working of things right now. I just want to finish up my goals and pray for my hubby's safe return and my sanity. lol. my emotions are taking a toll on me already and he isn't even gone yet. So I better get off this computer and love on him. 

TTFN<3